Tuesday, June 14, 2011

How I rationalize it....

Last night when I fixed dinner I thought I was doing a good thing.  I saw Rachel Ray fix some turkey meat balls.  I had ground turkey out and thought I could fix that too.  So I put an egg, some bread crumbs, some spices in the ground turkey and made them into balls.  I put them in a little olive oil (or as she says EVOO!) and fried them up a little.  I then put a little butter in the pan then added some mushrooms and then some brown gravy mix to it and let it all simmer for a while.  Rachel made mashed potatoes with it so Darla made mashed potatoes too, with little red potatoes (I heard they are suppose to be better for you, I don't know why, they just are suppose to be).  It all turned out pretty good, maybe ol' Rachel knows what she's talking about! 

So I tell myself - PORTION CONTROL!!  Yea.....and the disease part of my brain, the fat girl side - she was screaming DIG IN!!  Guess who I listened to?!?!  I had to, the fat girl side was strong arming me, so I dug in!  Actually I only took 3 meat balls and they aren't big.  But when I got to the potatoes then "stupid" set in.  I took more then I should have, thank goodness I didn't make a ton of those!  Okay, so 3 meat balls and a little more then I should have taken on the potatoes, not horrible....THE FIRST TIME AROUND!!  Oh gosh.....the fat girl was screaming "do it again"  I listened damn it!!  I took 3 more meat balls and LESS potatoes.  I was so full I wanted to throw up.  Why do I listen to her?  She always gets me in trouble and makes me feel miserable.  I hate her!!  Sometimes I wish I could hire a hit man and get rid of her!!

Sad thing was, I did pretty good for most of the day until dinner time.  Sure glad I'm not getting on the scales until July 6th!!

Have a great day...

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